Life and it's expectations:

We all  know the two side of coin but still want to understand which sides is our. our life give us lots of experience some are good some are vice versa in many way we learn new thing start exploring thing moving on new road search and get wonder with many thing which face first time, good or bad we have experience and accept. One sensitive feeling or movement in our life bring big changes . 

At present situation and effect of pandemic not only affect our physical but mental health too.Its very important to be strong in both physically and mentally.Every individual thing he suffer more compare to other but, reality is you said and share other don't do. I saw people who work in defence follow strick discipline life they too got affected due to pandemic not physically but mentally.

We all ignoring our mental growth I always heard people saying I start eating this and that to get my immune system work proper way. But I never heard people doing some thing to boast their mental life.Today also in our society people avoid going to psychiatrist . If you ask them why ???? We will get answer in return I am not mental still educational system practically not effect on human mind .

I don't think it will change our society people avoid change . A good change always bring lots of responsibility may be it's harder to handle but ,work for long term. We still not learn from history we just repeating we should learn from our mistake and stop repeating it.

I just love to follow what  I feel may be I am more expressive in my own way it doesn't mean every one should be all individuals have their own way of thinking . Our thinking decides our personality. What we think we express how we express it's show how we are ?

I still miss my childhood friends that innocent behaviour no worries about future no worries about what people think? 

I still remember I cry to go school after vacation . I still remember my best friends do my home work so that I should not get punish. I remember my school playground while playing I hurt my knee but still that was my beautiful memories. Whenever I see my mentors in Facebook all school chapter and theory come in front of my eyes . 

We never now what life  will be or our  future. we always feel sorry when it's get passed away . I still interact my friends from god grace I got angel friends . Many are shifted in foreign countries some are migrated to different state but still we connected with each other. Our most common topic or conversation come to ends " you still jolly as you where in school". I feel good when they say I not change but ,truth is I do change only for them I don't .

I want  to say our mind behave or react to things in particular way just think about it. For example : sudden demise of love one change the thought process of him, suddenly you react or behave 

Gentle way.she / he was very kind lady I just like her.why god take god people soon. 

Study of human behaviour and it's expectations bring lots changes in life cycle ,once you understand means you achieve goal . 

What people think about you ????

This question spoil life of many individuals I grow in such a society where surrounding people and their influence not only affect our family but our life too. But I don't care even today some are their who still Tont on my motherhood but still I don't care because  they are not important in my life. I bless with beautiful broad mind people surrounded around me like a shield . I now if I fall they are their for me. 

I saw worst day of my life when I got a call that my father got heart attack at middle of the road. That day one thing I realise I can't see him in pain . The first word he said to stranger call my daughter she will come wherever she is ? The trust what my father show that time I got really emotional. My father good deed make him still alive . And one more thing my habit of browsing new think which they don't like save my father life I took him Madhavbaug in khapoli 

With two blockage he recover ,now become yoga guru now advising me to live fit life. My expectation is still I alive I don't want to see my parents suffer for anything I will be their shield till end of my last breathe.

I love reading books and love to learn new languages  recently in lockdown I learn little- little russian and french language and I am a big fan of Demet and can yaman series Drama Erkensi kus it's also available in English as Early bird/ Day Dreamer.I still remember the expression of  one relative  when I try to  communicate with him in telugu language . I was so confidence about it but, he can't handle and start laughing at time I was in 9 th standard. Telugu language my parents hardly speak just because of my Ammamma ( mother's mother)I learn that language .

My first best friend my Ammamma and second is my mother. I am sharing my small part of like to make you understood even surrounded people influence and affect our mind. We become strong when we get good companion or sibling who always boast you new deeds in possible way with positive sense.

When some thing happen suddenly to our health we realise how important is our life ? We all learn from our mistake . I start taking care of my health now from last 15 days I really shock to she my health status but, life is precious I learn to now how much careless I was about my health.

No matter how much educated we are if we are careless about thing it will give us negative result. Rule and regulations really important after certain age.

It's to hard to understand people when they hardly express their feelings such people either love to be alone aur they just ignore us.

Expectations why we feel bad? Why we feel alone ? Just why ? Why?........I wonder we human very soon get addicted with thing ,we always start expecting she will do this for me or I don't need he will do for me. Such expectations only bring failure. If we stop expecting things will take time but it will give positive result.

Hey,expectation never end everyday every single day I expect some thing new to learn from world so I try I do trying my sibling says you do beyond my expectations some time I wonder how many qualities is hidden inside you.....just one sentence of appreciation boast thousands of thought I hope it's happen with every individual . person think multiple thing but not easy to include practically .I every time choose difficult step in life but, I enjoy it ,my mentor use to say economic's is difficult subject but I love difficult path .people often judge me wrong but ,when they regret I feel relief inside my heart.

Achievement is not part of life but,you have to make it as a part of it .I wonder what if sun rays stop giving energy what will happen???? This question exist in mind when you really think deep . Now busy life specially in metropolitan city people hardly wish or greet each other but ,in social media I get numbers of response even we never replied to them .Life change mindset change people change thought process change even we get habitual with that change process.